Worry is a preoccupation about tomorrow...
There is tremendous irony in worry and I love irony. See the irony is that when we worry about tomorrow we aren't living in today, we aren't living in the moment. It is as if we are in a room with our closest friends and they are involved in great conversation, but you are to busy with your thoughts about what could be and/or what might not be. Then the next day comes and "that thing" you were preoccupied about is finally here and you find yourself wondering and thinking about the conversation your friends were having... See the irony is when we worry about tomorrow we miss what is going on right in front of us today.
So what can we do about it? How can we live life differently? Well the Bible tells us in Matthew 6:33 "seek first His kingdom and His righteousness..."
Hmmm.... Seek first God? Sounds easy doesn't it? Just seek God and let everything else take care of itself. Sure I can do that... Then life happens...
About a month ago I went to the dentist to get a normal cleaning and while they were cleaning they found a freckle on my bottom lip and asked how long it has been there, to which I responded "I have no idea". I thought it was odd that they would ask me about a tiny little freckle and immediately I went to the worst possible outcome... Cancer! Man is this a sign of cancer? Are they going to have to remove some of my lip? How will that affect my looks? How will people look at me? Will this affect my communication ability? What about my family? These are just some of the many thoughts that went through my mind.
I wish I could tell you that was it, but then the dentist decided to look closer and found a dark spot under my tongue and asked me how long that had been there. Guess what my answer was... Yep you guessed... "I have no idea". So again my thoughts went to the worst possible things all over again. The dentist decided to refer me to an expert and have him check it out. So here I am just trying to keep my teeth healthy and I leave with thoughts of some type of cancer and now I have to wait until the appointment with the specialist to get any reprieve from my own thoughts...
This is being preoccupied with tomorrow and when we do this we tend to blow up the thing we are worrying about much bigger than it really is and when we do this rarely, if ever, is God apart of those thoughts. This was certainly true for me. My thoughts went to all these things that could happen and nowhere did I have God in the equation... Isn't that interesting?
How about you? When you blow up your worries is God there with you? When you have the outcomes all played out in your mind, many if not most of which aren't positive, is God there with you? I'll assume that is a no. So we worry about the tomorrow's that we can't change and in doing so we take our mind and our eyes off of God...
Seek first His Kingdom and His righteousness the Bible tells us. That my friends is hard to do when we are preoccupied with tomorrow...
From the early days of me becoming a Christ follower I have felt the call to get into Ministry and for several of those years I wondered if what I felt was really what God wanted for me. Then about 4 years ago I decided it was, I decided that God had called me into Ministry and I rearranged my priorities to put myself in position to fulfill this new found dream... What does this have to do with the dentist and seeking God first??? Well I had to accept that God has called me into Ministry and no matter the outcome of my freckle and dark spot under my tongue, God knows what is best.
It turned out that my freckle isn't anything I should worry about and the dark spot under my tongue is a build up of blood vessels and could be taken out or left alone. For now it will be left alone with no preoccupation about tomorrow... The question is "What are your freckles and dark spots that you have deemed cancer in your own mind?" Once we can figure that out and realize that God isn't there with us it will help us realize we aren't seeking His Kingdom first.
Andy